31/32 weeks- I'm ready

Luke, I am so ready to be your mommy.  I lay outfits out for you and I want to cry because they are all so tiny and cute. I imagine what you will look like in them and how it will be when I hold you and you are wearing them.

I also dust your furniture all the time and organize everything so it's perfect.

I am also sort of tired of being "big".  You are growing so much and it is a lot of extra weight to carry.  But I don't mind because you are worth it.  I can't wait to bring you into this world.

You hide your face from us every time we try to get ultrasound pictures of you.  We are dying to see who you might look like but you seem to be very comfortable in there all curled up.  In fact, a couple of weeks ago you were playing with your feet.  They were almost all the way up to your head and you looked like you were playing with your toes!  I think you are running out of space.

We are still trying to make a decision on where to give birth to you.  I have my 32 1/2 week doctor's appointment tomorrow and soon after I expect to call the birth center to transfer my records.  But there is a friend of mine who just did all natural non medicated birth at the hospital a few weeks ago, so I really want to pick her brain on how that went.  She will be at the shower that your Mimi is throwing for me this weekend so I will be sure to ask her.    We are going to get together to celebrate the anticipation of meeting YOU! There are so many people who love you already and can't wait to meet you.

But no one loves you and can't wait to meet you more than your daddy and me.